thanx alot cheryl real lot lot lot lot.. haha juz now if not yoo i have cry long ago le.. i realli dun noe wat is the point to cry there is already no use le !!! i promise u no to think so much but miin i am sorri i can:t realli cant juz cannot get rid to the feeling of the tupid feelin ... feel so lost and left out feel so terrible wanna give up.. but juz can"t bear to do so... i always i wanna give up but i juz can"t make it .. i hate myself i can"t let the matter drag on and on le .. this few days i have been in a gd mood sorri if i have show yoo guys ani attitude sorri ! i feel tt i am lost in a forest can"t find my way out i am juz hidding from myself how much i wish tt i were in a dream all this things will nto happen ler !!! why is tt so y y y ??? haiss cherly i told me not to think so much but i juz can"t i don noe wat to do then can make myself not to think so much .. . haiss !!! zhu tou lah wat for think so much nehx.. sad sad life also muz go go happi happi lfe still muz go go.. y dun i choose the happi to carry my life go ne .. i am juz tt tupid should learn from winnie le lar .. choose to be happi not to be sad ma .. lk tt onli make myself feel sad onli rite !!! i am toot sia haiss ..
dun because of me quarrel wif yr friends le i will feel veri guilty de !!! juz wanna yoo patch back wif yr friends no more quarrel and fight le .. ~peace~~~~~~~~~ everything peace dun wanna think so much le wat for think so much leh !!! make myself more stress and sad onli... haiss but dun noe y i everytimes say don wanna think so much le but can i realli make it ma juz cannot ma whenever i see yoo guys .. i have a veri guai de feeling i felt so extra so left out .. whenever u all are toking happi .. i feel tt way more .. realli dun noe y realli dun noe !!! haiss maybei am juz too sensative le ba .. maybe it is realli tt !!! haiss dun feel lk posting animore ler !!! cya bb !!!

wrote wif tears .... : '((